What they mean by a warning

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Looked up what they mean by a warning. Then closed the laptop, which I am aware is a complete sentence about me. I know perfectly well what the search is for. It is not information, it is the feeling of having done something, and the feeling lasts about ninety seconds and is followed immediately by being worse informed and more frightened than I was before, because I have read the top of a results page and not a paper. Rang Mum again at nine and we talked about the follow-up appointment and whether he is actually going to change anything about the way he eats, and we both already know the answer and neither of us said it.

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