PATTERN
The small private audit
What it is
Four years on, you still go looking, reading dates and hunting for a number you do not recognise, and he does not know the checking is running.
How it affects your life
It does not announce itself as checking. You are after something ordinary, a deed, and then the wrong drawer opens and you do not close it for a while. The while is the part that matters. You have not told him it happens, which you can see is its own item.
Evidence
Latest 5 of 8
“two years ago I would not have called it anything, because two years ago it was just something I did on a Sunday”
Reinforced later
Read the entry →“I would not be able to say when it started being a habit rather than a check”
Reinforced later
Read the entry →“That is a horrible sentence to have written. I am going to leave it there.”
Reinforced later
Read the entry →“I have been treating transparency as a probationary period that I have not told him he is on.”
Reinforced later
Read the entry →“I have not told him. Which is its own item, obviously”
First mention
Read the entry →
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